To Victoria ;)

So i blog souly for you hhahahaha. And i just wanted to let you know, more than anything i miss you from work so much. LLC is nothing without you, i feel like i dont have any personal attatchment to it without you there actually, which has led me now to decide im quitting soon, gunna find a new job first but my serving the elderly career will be coming to an end soon.
       On another level, skins is the best show ever. I cant even explain, I could watch it over and over and never feel even slightly bored. Its the best thing in this world.

memebase errday.

So i was going into this one with a positive attitude, i mean in the long run its all for me right?
First i would like to obviously state that Conner oberst is a god and should be more known then he is
http://www.makefive.com/categories/entertainment/music/best-songwriters-living/conor-oberst
 Second is that besides music, art is the biggest thing in my life. Painting, drawing photography, sometimes all three put together.
Third. Lord of the Rings and Harry potter are the two serieses that i will forever quote. Most of the time not even purposely quoting it just happens and i dont do it on purpose.
Fourth the only way i can actually enjoy shopping is if its in a thrift store.


Anyways so this is just me clarifying im not just an awful forever alone teenage girl

Tom Felton's kinda hot....

I think that i need to create some positives. I feel like this isnt a proper representation of myself so here it goes. I love most things to do with my best friends,usually i have a hard time finding anything negative. I have never been closer i dont think to anyone, i like to complain so this is hard to do the opposite. I like feeling in control i have some slight ocd problems so feeling in control and orgenized is a big thing, people sometimes get easily annoyed by my personality cause i am fairly controlling and depressed most of the time. I think im quick to judge other people which is another downside but i really am not that sad of a person. I love my dog more then anything i have ever seen, shes so wonderful. I love concerts specifically, indie rock, and most alt rock. Im not really even that specific to genres, i like most music and when i really like something i'll get obsessed with it. I'm a proud vegetarian, i've never looked back now to eating meat. i happily attended sasquatch music festival 2010. It was one of the best weekends of my life, it is just such a big deal even now. I feel like i grew there a lot, i was alone in a big area for most of the time, but still happy. And most importantly i am in love with Draco Malfoy, loljk but seriously hes so fantastic.



boys are stupid all the time, or i am i cant decide. i will just continue to be forever alone wishing i was with him... 4 years wait. should be fun.
anyways so this is a better way into my life. Its a confusing place even for me

To all the long time bloggers

So this is the first of many I'm hoping. It takes a lot to get me into sharing my feelings as openly as a blog so we'll see. And if anything this will just end up being me posting knowing/wanting no one to read it but for some reason it would help me knowing its possible. So this is me, start of grade 12, last year of highschool in a small town. Somewhere where i have grown to hate, and become as cynical as possible. Highschool is ridiculously redundant and my negativness flourishes in it. All i can really keep in my head is that i can leave soon and never look back. As much as i have grown to love the people there im done with the establishment itself. The name kill all humans is from futurama- im not actually that depressed to legit want to slaughter people. But for some reason i like it, as awful as it sounds when taken litterally. so this in conclusion is my life, school, work (old folks home of awesomeness) and my wonderful friends. oh and i have three severe addictons right now. Texting and iced capp surpreme french vanilla from tim hortons, and bright eyes album fevers and mirrors.